Sometimes...Like today you feel overwhelmed...frusterated...scared..annoyed...depressed and dark feelings like that. you want out. But you don't know how to gwet out with out getting hurt. So like me...you hold it in until on day you break down and cry. You cry for soo long just trying to feel better but when your done crying you feel even more bad because you then realize it was worse then you thought. It's an on going circle of crazyness..emotional battles that just want you to lose and die. Either way you come out in the end always asking your self...who won?