Despair!

I have recently come across this word, and I am exactly this right now!

It would be okay I think if the one I am in limerance with (make sense?) was in my life.  He isn't famous or anything, I really have met this person.  I was on holiday overseas, travelling by myself and met him in a bar.  We had the best 2 days ever and then went our seperate ways.  If I had thought maybe it would be the last time I would see him I think I would have done something differently. AAHHHH...  Why?! 

I gave him my number and all, but then he is probably not that interested in me.  I am so stupid, he is the best thing that's happened to me in a long time.

I won't stop dreaming of him for a long time.

zoomy zoomy
22-25, F
Mar 3, 2009