Miracle Baby

well to put it quit bluntly my mother didnt want me as a baby. when she was pregnant with me she did crack meth alcohol u name it she did it even drank bleach how ever i survived somehow n when i was born my small intestines where outside of my body along w/ my umbilical cord. thank god i was born in a hospital or else i would not be here today. not only that but how does sum1 make it thro all nine months w/a baby in them n do the things my birth mother did.... all i kno is God doesnt show off for no reason. i beleive im a miracle to be alive. to this day i dont have a normal belly button. its scarred up in a flat - inny formed belly button n i can even fit a quarter in it lol but i dont really talk about it much. who casually explains the scar on their belly button by say "my small intestines where outside of me" n when they ask why or how it follows with " my mom did drugs while pregnant w/me, cuz she didnt want me" talk about depressing but it is sad but true. everything happens for a reason n i believe i am here for a reason. im going to b 22 next month n honestly i think ive dodged alot of bullets facing death. i really feel quit lucky reguardless of how crappy life can be at times lol