Looking For The "one"

I have reached an age where I feel that I will never find the right person to share my life with. Living in Los Angeles, I tend to only find the wrong guy, and there are lots and lots of them.  I no longer have the patience for online dating, or the bar scene during the weekend. It is very difficult to be a girl in her thirties, and have not felt love from anyone in over 3 years, and right now, I don't think I ever will.  Although my friends are going through the same issues as I am , especially on valentine's day, I still don't think they understand the pain I feel when I think about the future.  Will I find the right person? Will he be the person I have been waited for since I was a teenager?  Or will he be someone I settled for because he is all that was left?  How many more online dating sites do I need to go through to get rejected again and again?  I know its a grim outlook for the future, but after so long of just waiting for the right person to swoop me up, I don't think its ever going to happen.  I think I just needed to vent.

LifeTraveler123 LifeTraveler123
1 Response Feb 17, 2010

The pain is pretty clear. A couple of questions. Where are you looking for guys? How are you looking for guys?