E-mail I Sent
You're right I am not Nice. (told me this morning that I was not nice)
I'm to demanding, I ask for to much, expect to much. To want a happy Marriage, to feel loved,to feel special,to feel cared for. After all there are so many reason why I should be Nice, all the Kisses,the hugs, the affection you show me, makes me feel so important, so special.
The only thing in your life that gets less attention then me is the hamster. I can bring home flowers, I can bring home Victoria secret, I can rub your back at a party, rub your leg while watching a movie or driving in the car,tell you that you look Hot, and I'd get more of a response if I rub the wall or told the hamster he looked hot, makes me feel so special.....
I feel I do my best to try and make things easier for you, never leave a dish to come home to, clean the house, do laundry, cook dinner, bath Jess(our daughter), grocery shop, O that's right these are things I like to do according to you(Sure) Sorry I'm not your Knight in Shinning Armour or the man of your dreams, but at one time I was your husband. Sorry that you resent me.
But then again I have a wife who worries about all the important things, but never what's really important, her husband. Life is short, and sometimes people don't realize what they have till its too late. Maybe, just maybe you married me because you felt you were getting old and time was running out. Maybe you really never loved me and I just happened to be the guy you were dating at the time, lucky me.
Its not about our sex life or lack there of ,I accept the fact that fooling around to you is like your Period, happens once a month and you hate it.
I've spared you the pages and pages I've written, only giving you some for that you should be grateful.
We both work and live in a very nice neighborhood (homes sell for 1.5mil and up) She drives a brand new Lexus and has more Jewelry the any women could ever need, we are in our Forties 10 years married 13 years together. She has promised many times that she would try harded in the affection and fooling around area only to never follow thru, I gave up trying (begging) for sex. I gave her my Christmas list on Dec 9 only to ask for more affection(hugs,kisses and hand holding) to which she said "I can do that" well I'm still waiting, maybe that will be my Christmas present, but I highly doubt that, just another broken promise.
Hope everybody can enjoy the Holiday as much as me !!!!