I have lived with my common law husband for 12 years he was my first and only. We got pregnant early on our relationship suffered. Forward 12 years and we have no sex. He sleeps upstairs and I sleep in the den. He is always on the computer with his online games or his x-rated online sites. I feel like my sexuality is dying a slow and painful death. He has told me that I don't satisfy him and that he is online because that is what he likes. I have become depressed and feel unworthy of a good relationship. I am trying to get on a better mind set but it is very difficult.