Dear Mr. Excuses
In summer - its too hot, in winter - its too cold, rains - its just so dull. before dinner - i m too hungry, after dinner - tv is so relaxing, in the morning - there is no time/this is no time and on a holiday - oops, i forgot the c*****.
My Mr.Excuses will be back tomorrow morning from a 20 day trip. I should be elated, but I am not. In fact I find myself strategizing ways to move into the guest bed room for a few more nights. Picking a fight always works. Hmmmmm.
No, I am not a refuser, I wish I was though at times. He'll be the initiator tomorrow, he always is after a long trip. I just wish I could refuse like he does normally, and sleeping next to him wont help, thats for sure. Very cliche, but want to give him the taste of his own medicine.
I have been wondering for a while, is what we have "normal". I did read about sex drive going down with age, but 29 was nowhere on that chart.
I have been reading quite a few of this groups' stories and posts. I am truly amazed, that many of you have lived with this for decades.
Its our 4th wedding anniversary next week, and I swear if things don't drastically improve I am going to go crazy and he will go down with me.