1 Month Away From 10 Year AnniversaryEdited to change "painfull" to "painfree"... haha freudian slip???/
I'm spending it by seeing a lawyer on Wednesday...found a lawyer in my city that specializes in "mediation" etc. Want this as painfree (for me) as possible. I have very little fight left.
I want all those anniversaries BACK!!! All the anticipation leading to NOTHING.
No way in HELL am I spending another anniversary "pretending everything's ok" for everyone else only to have nothing for myself.
Back to studying...