BrokenI haven't posted in a couple of months. Truth be told, I stayed out of the ILIASM community for that time because the truths here were too raw for me to handle for a while. Getting a clear picture of what I have been enduring all of these years has been pretty brutal. As I said in an earlier post, I used to have hope, now I have abandoned it.
I had previously written that I was serously considering getting my needs met outside of my marriage. So far I have not done that. Stupid old school thinking about honor and vows and all that. Recently things have taken a turn for the worse, but not so much with the W, no changes there. Bottom line is I have been self employed for 7 years, and have enjoyed some success. Recently I have lost some significant income, and that has added a la
Still adrift in this miserable lake of fire.