Feeling Guilty For Wanting MoreI have been a loyal spouse for the past 15 years but only being intimate once in the past 5 years is taking its toll on me. I love my wife 150 percent but I feel really resentful, frustrated, and guilty for wanting more.
My wife had a very bad experience when she was in young and I finally got her to goto counseling but no change in desire or libido. She has several health problems but none that are terminal but I try to be supportive but at times I think they are an excuse.
I am not Tom Cruise but I am not unattractive either and had very healthy honest caring sexual relationships in my youth. Part of me feels so lonely and feel like life is passing by. I miss being touched or wanted. I know that sounds weak but I am looking for any advice for people in a similar situation