*sexless Was Not On My List*I knew you couldn’t express love like other because you weren’t like that.
I knew you had abandonment issues and there fore you were always in a shell.
I knew you didn’t understand my family because you never really had one.
I knew you may never have real family value due to your own lack of.
I knew we were never going to be rich, because you do things the hard way.
I knew we were never going to do much in the outside world because people suck!
I knew we were never going to get really married, even after 2 children.
I knew you fell in and out of depression and I wanted to be here for you.
I knew you had a lot of health issue, too many for your age, but I loved you.
I knew many things and I was ready for them all,
But “this hell” I didn’t sign up for!