Heat Wave

It's awfully early in the morning for the temperature to be so high. Something about the warm weather makes my sex drive go bananas. It makes living in a SM in the spring and summer months nearly unbearable. I have all of this Passion and desire and no satisfying outlet for it. Work is busiest this time of year, so I'll throw myself in to that. It doesn't cut it though. It's a perfectly beautiful morning for a love session. I should climb back in to bed and initiate but H will just yell at me. That's not how I want to start the day.
realmeee realmeee
31-35, F
5 Responses May 27, 2012

I don't know about him, I could think of no better way to start the day. Making love. I would be seducing you, caressing, fondling, and enticing your desires.

Getting yelled at for initiating something that could be so sweet, so fun is just so sad.I have the hardest time processing the fact that it all had to be so complex, but it is and there are no easy answers when something is so wrong. I am sorry that you have to go through this heartache.

Seems so cruel doesn't it?

Reading this in context with your other stories concerning your intimacy averse husband paints a very gloomy picture indeed.<br />
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The clock is running.<br />
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Has the alarm gone off yet ??<br />
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If it hasn't, might be time to consciously set said alarm for some arbitrary date - not too far into the future - and commit to waking up on that day, and adopting a policy of making choices that are in your own best interests.<br />
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Meantime, I hope your work provides the distraction you are looking for.<br />
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Tread your own path.

Is getting a divorce viable for you? From your other story it appears that neither of you are compatible and that you want different things from marriage. The situation, as it is, is very unlikely to improve. You can't will him to think any different either by the passing of time nor sheer presence and willpower. Neither will he change your mind. The result is a total impasse that is driving you both crazy with potential undesirable results.