I Live In a Sexless Marriage

Some Days More Than Others

By: Jonole37

Written on June 21st, 2012

I have so many blessing to be thankful for, but I really miss the intimacy, some days more than other. I long for long, slow, passionate kisses, naked full body to body hugs, giving erotic massages, tasting that unique flavor of deep love, seeing, feeling and hearing her response and ******. I long to be touched, held and kissed, the pleasure of slow and gentle love making, and the spent feeling after long intense sex. This I miss every day, but some days more than others. Today is one of those days.

By: Jonole37

Age: 51-55 , Male

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9 responses

DistractedG

Very, very well said. :(

Aug 20, 2012
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littlemonkeydoodle

Me too. My husband says he will come to bed. It's been 4 days since he said that. Weeks go by. Then he will come to me, I think out of guilt of not being with me intimately. He strings me along with promises of change. I just sink lower in despair after each disappointment. I try not to think about it because it just makes me feel dead inside. I try to fill the void with activities and being with my dogs. Financially I cannot leave. I could not leave my animals either. They are my only love. I cannot leave them. The motorhome is in my name. I could load it up and take the animals. I would get about 10 miles......and that's it. So I am here with tears...again. I have blind hope for things better.

Jun 22, 2012
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shorty246

Oh, this was so sweet and romantic. I feel the same way, so you are not alone.

I crave for long passionate kisses, and touches. Just laying in his arms gets me off. But now those things are in my dreams but the trip part about it is that the person I am making passionate love to is not my husband. I can't even imagine what my dreams are telling me. I am doing things in my dreams that I haven't even done with my husband. Go figure. But the dream was so, so nice. ;-)

Good luck to you

Jun 21, 2012
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DeGracia

Sorry for your pain...many of us feel this pain...

I recently commented that maybe I should commit a crime that will put me in prison..

Need to get away...at least in prison I won't have to take care of the house, pay bills,

Cook or wash dishes...maybe meet a great handsome ex-con. Maybe he was wrongfully

Convicted of a crime he did not commit...Hahaha

Have to add humor...to this not so funny predicament

Jun 21, 2012
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- DeGracia
  Thank you my friend...Trusting God on this...otherwise life would be almost unbearable..
  
  Jun 21, 2012
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amyw27

Life is too short to spend with someone who doesn't "love, honor, and cherish" her spouse. By love, I mean physically, which is equally as important as emotionally.

By honor, I mean honoring vows you both made. Cherish--it's obvious she does not. I hope you find love and happiness someday.

Jun 21, 2012
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TheFullMoon

I am pretty sure there are plenty of women in this world who desperately miss exactly the same....

Jun 21, 2012
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- Jonole37
  I know but we seem to be in separate universes, right?
  
  Jun 21, 2012
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- TheFullMoon
  Be open and proactive.... good luck!
  
  Jun 21, 2012
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