I Live In a Sexless Marriage

Another Holiday... Ending Alone

By: zsuzsilowinger

Written on July 1st, 2012

So today is Canada Day up here for you non-Canadians.

We as a family went to a house party during the day, which was fun, lots of friend,s, lots of kids, lots of food, lots of activity and bitching and talking.

So now the day is ended and if I had my way there'd be a babysitter and we adults would go to watch fireworks and then maybe even stay away all night downtown in a hotel and enjoy each other in all ways.

Instead, one more night in this decade long drought that I'm writing up a story on ILIASM, then going to get myself off and then sleep. He's already asleep in his basement room.

Years ago when I was still trying I would beg about the babysitter etc., then I would plan everything, I would pay (or convince him to cover some 1/2 of it), then he would find something to get into a fight about so nothing would happen sexually.

I don't even go there and I don't even want him anymore. Truth be told he annoys the heck out of me a lot. I don't even want to listen to him talk anymore. I want everyone to know I'm not with him anymore, but I just could not bring it up at a CAnada Day party in front of the kids etc. My plan is to get those darn separation papers signed and then announce it on facebook by stating my "single" status; that way the sh*t can hit the fan online rather than to my face.

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By: zsuzsilowinger

Age: 36-40 , Female

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11 responses

bazzar

Into the memory bank with this one too MsZ.

To be brought out and remembered at a useful time. Like when you have left, and get a pang of "I could go back" feelings.

Tread your own path.

Jul 2, 2012
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xp42

The kids are the hardest to tell.

Post on Facebook, take out an add in the paper and write it on your car's back window.

Jul 2, 2012
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xp42

Sure go watch them yourself. With any luck you'll find someone to watch them with and return in the wee hours of the morning with your blouse inside out and your skirt on backwards. Who knows where the panties went.

Jul 2, 2012
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- dancinginthesand
  Hilarious! Sometimes you just have to see the humor!
  
  Jul 2, 2012
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FriendofPromise

You go girl... once it's done, alone is just alone... not refused, rebuffed, disappointed... etc. etc. etc....

Jul 1, 2012
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bad4dayzzz

well if you need someone to take care of your needs right now drop me a line. I'm in Canada, my wife and I just got back from a great day at the gay pride. That staying out all night and having fun, well that happen Sat. night she had a ball and I enjoyed every min. of it.

Jul 1, 2012
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ZigMcZag

Stay strong, calm and cool.

Jul 1, 2012
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ChrissieG

Feel for you. I'm on my own tonight too having got myself off (again). Husband has flown off abroad on Friday night at midnight (his choice). My 16 year old son helped him download some audio **** to take with him on his travels on the new Ipod bought him - I blew a stack and asked him why he couldn't stay here and f*** me instead of going to a war zone to jerk off. Felt a massive relief the day he left. Time for a change.

Jul 1, 2012
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- xp42
  Yep. Cut your losses and run.
  
  Jul 2, 2012
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Chai07

Thinking of you, Zsu. Call me if you need to talk.

Jul 1, 2012
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riley7253

Ouch!

Jul 1, 2012
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