In A MoodI'm in a mood.
I just told my STBX that we need to set a date, a time, something to look through the papers.
He told me he doesn't want to talk with me when I'm in a mood like this.
I know I'm in a mood. My mother took the children out of daycare without my permission on my youngest's first day. I found out the lawyer for my patent is playing a game with me that is far from amusing.
I am tired and nothing I do ever goes right. I want to quit humanity and just run away from it all.
I'm in a mood. I told STBX that I'm tired of lying to everyone, my family and friends, that I am with him, because I AM NOT.
I WANT THOSE PAPERS. I told him I am in a mood because this has been going on almost a month now with no papers signed.
He's moping about, lying on the couch. playing computers. I know he's ill. He asked if I want him to do groceries. i said I don't care. I just want to get those damn papers discussed & signed.
I have no job, I have no family, I'm spending money like water, and the worst of it is I DON'T CARE. I don't have any energy to do anythign about anything. I want to just DISAPPEAR.
zsuzsilowinger 36-40, F 14 Responses 0 Jul 3, 2012