Dealing With ItLast night I laid on my stomach. I never lay on my stomach as it bothers my neck and years ago a chiropractor told me not to. I can't remember the last time I did...but wow, to have that pressure on my body sent my mind reeling and my body humming. That's how bad it gets when you're not having touch and closeness in life.
My common-law bf is on holidays so I've had very little chance to relieve myself. Thankfully yesterday he left here and there and I had got to fit myself in 3 times..quick times, hurried but it helps. I should have got up earlier this morning and done it again, but I didn't and will suffer all day.
It doesn't take the place of real touch, closeness, tenderness, making love/having sex. It's just what is done to help the yearnings to settle a bit, but it never really quiets and body and mind of what it needs.
It's not a perverted thing either, it's human need. Having a strong sex drive doesn't mean a person is a pervert. I'm not meaning to be rude, crude or disgusting. I mean it in a way of wanting human contact, touch, love, affection, sharing and caring, laughter, being wanted.
I'm back in here, adding this bit as I don't know in what group this story belongs, so thought I'd just tag it onto the above.
This actually happened about 2 months ago, or 3, just didn't get in here to write about it.
One day my bf got in this mood, odd sort of mood...and I had went for a bike ride, came back and had a shower. When I went into the bedroom he asked if I wanted to have sex. He ended up going down on me and making me finish. Well, you've never seen such a proud peacock in your life. He gloated. For the whole rest of the day he had this puffed up ego, pride, manly, masterful attitude going on...king of his castle, in control, he showed me.. I laughed inside. It was so amusing, yet sickening how he acted the King for the day.
Here is the stupid part... First off, I did myself that morning before I left for my bike ride. So the ****** he gave me was the second one of the morning.
Plus, later that day I did myself again.
Of course he thinks and feels he fulfilled me all on his own, but that was only one ****** for the day that he did..lol..
and besides that, it's been about 4 years since he given me one, or more...could be 5 years by now..not sure.
So my second point would be...-you think you are Lord and Master over your woman because you were able to give her an ****** once within 4 or 5 years..--
'yes, you are the man'...lol..
I just couldn't help but share this..it's so ridiculously funny.
MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F 8 Responses 1 Jul 15, 2012