Feeling Is There Something Wrong With Me !
I have been in a sexless marriage for 21 years....have had meaniningful sex three times and yes...have fallen pregnant three times. Yes I do get horny a lot and yes sometimes I must look like I am enjoying myself as my husband puts me in my place. I am too scared to leave, do not have enough money to walk away. I think that is how he holds onto me, he knows that I was in love with him when we married. Would really like to understand how other women cope ? How do you get the courage or the money to walk away, I have hit my forties, think I am still attractive.