What's Wrong With Me?Ugh ... what is wrong with me? I feel like what is happening must be me. My husband and I have been doing a lot better but I can't shake the feeling that I am not where I belong. We had a really great sex life for about a month but then my daughter went on vacation and the boys went on a separate vacation. My son seems to respect me more and my husband is more engaged in the family, but we haven't been intimate since then. I feel like I should be on the calendar counting how long it has been. There is always something stopping us from sharing ourselves with each other physically. I don't get it.
When we were at camp, he supported me and at home since we have been back, he has stood up for me with all of the chaos that has happened. But still, no sex. I am starting to feel like it was just a ploy to get me to stop thinking about leaving. I just want to scream!! What is wrong with me?
greenpfenig 46-50, F 5 Responses 0 Aug 10, 2012