This may sound crazy. I don't know. But....

I am full, full, full of gratitude for the learning I've been doing, as a result of my marital problems. I have been learning SO much about myself, and about life, and about maturity and self-responsibility. It has been such juicy learning.

I am so grateful, that I'm feeling.... kind of GLAD that these problems came along!! Glad that Husband has been a great teacher to me, by having such obvious problems with me.

I'm glad I got to learn more about what sex means to me, and what it doesn't mean. I'm happy that I've embarked on this new chapter of my development as a person.

There's still plenty of growing to do. Plenty of ways that I need to put my learning into action. But it's so thrilling to have a new direction and new keys to unlock new doors!
LovelyAlone LovelyAlone
36-40, F
4 Responses Aug 10, 2012

Wow, go girl, go! Damn, you sound sexy!<br />
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Surviving a dysfunctional situation will always provide unlimited opportunities to learn all sorts of stuff.<br />
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Whether you take the opportunity or not is entirely optional.<br />
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Tread your own path.

Personal growth is a great thing, it's a shame it often comes as a result of great hardship. I have found that a lot of things I was told were wrong with me actually aren't, which is somewhat of a relief - don't let your husband be too good of a teacher in that regard ;)

Wow, so different from the stories I'm used to reading here. More power to you!