Another sleepless night, I often wake up in in the middle of the night sexualy aroused and frustrated, once a month just isn't enough, Its funny but over the years I had always thought things would get better in time but after 32 years of marriage with a wife with a low libido
I realize I have just been chaseing a carrot tied to the end of a stick, nothing is going to change.
At 55 years of age I really feel cheated for what could had been, I may be wrong but I feel many people are not sexual because they just don't want to be sexual, and yes over the years I have tried everything . I am not that bad of a looking guy, I have even been hit on a few times over the years.
I love my wife I just wish she loved me enough, to love me.