Married To A EunuchI know it's rude and brutal to say so but, it's how I feel. I keep my feelings under wraps most of the time while I bide my time until I can discover a way to slip out unannounced with as little collateral damage as possible.
I recently discovered that there are many people, who live in different states for employment purposes etc. I also know that mine, at some level, does understand that the situation is unfair to me.
I don't want to divorce. This would only complicate things. The fact is that we are eternally bound by our children. I also don't want to bury the happy memories we had because I do love him. It's just that, in a whole sense, he is not a husband to me any longer.