I am tonight in my bed having the same panic attack that I have had several times before. Life will ultimately cease to exist. All my memories, passion, desires will fade away in a bl
ink of an eye. And yet I will have that feeling that I didn't make a true connection with the one I spent most of my life with . Would it not seem like I wasted my one and only life just being sucky, sulky and aspiring that my match could have been a much better person? How will I justify it then? Would I ask for more time coz I just want to live a few more spectacular moments in my life rather than being miserable ?! I am probably too young to be thinking about death but then again I am too young to be in a sexless marriage. I think about this a lot and it takes a toll on you. Don't know if anyone here feels this way .