Time To Move OnIt has been a while since I've posted anything. After months of thinking things over, I have moved out of my husband's home because I can no longer live a lie. We had a decent conversation over the matter. I said there is no passion and he agreed. He said he was willing to stay in the marriage because he enjoys the things we do together, as do I; however, I am finding myself attracted to someone else, and I promised my husband I would leave before having another affair.
So, for the first time in over ten years, I am on my own--I have my own space, yet I seem lost. I try to live one day at a time and not worry too much about the future. Funny how all of this came about near the 5th anniversary of my previous husband's death. My current husband helped me through that horrible time, and I admit I married him out of a sense of obligation. I should have hurt him four years ago by refusing his proposal because that amount of hurt would have been much less than what he is going through now.
amyw27 41-45, F 11 Responses 2 Sep 16, 2012