Save Me From Myself
Found this site had to say sometimes it is so overwhelming. Over the hurt and rejection, left with anger and bitterness. He got ED 12 years ago and refused to see a doctor, talk about it or comfort me. Because we had such a physical attraction to each other it became the elephant in the room. I have come to understand my self hate comes from feeling inadequate and unattractive but that is not the truth. Lately I have a very scary new thing going on and that is I have reverted to thinking about sex All the time. It won't go away and am worried I will act on this if the situation arrives.