Do I Need To Keep Trying? Or Is It Too Mucha Lready?
I need advice on what to do. I got married in a bit more than a year ago. Since the very begining I notice that my new husband was a lier. We met on real life for very few amount of time, most of our relation was built over the internet as we lived so far from each other. For that reason I wanted to give a chance to our marriage, because he also apoligized, so I just go on. Since the very begining I got chest infection, and I thought that he was being nice to me by not having sex while I was ill. I even thank him for such a nice gesture. I was ill for 4 weeks. But after that time just went on, and it was the same thing, we were not having sex! I asked him why? What was happening? And he came with all kind of stupid answers. Finally one day he said he had erections problems, and I thought ok, then we need to do something about. He didn't want to go to the doctor, (and he stills doesn't want to go). But he told me that it was better for him if we have sex in the morning, before he went to work, and I agreed. Again, only very seldom times we had sex, so again I complained. And he put all kind of excuses, "is because I don't want to pressure you on the morning", etc. I told him, that for me it was ok. Well, it turns out that we still strugling with the same thing. And I recenlty discovered that he has been on sex web sites! And mansturbating because he smells bad sometimes! My question is why he got married with me. I am a person with physical disability, but very well educated, and in my country I used to earn more than average people, including here in the UK would have been a very good salary. I feel very desapointing, as when I confront him he always apologize, and he even asks me not to give up on him. But unfortunally, he hasn't appreciate much that I really love him, and that is the reason why I keep forgiving him. He feels confident about me, that I really love him. Actually is such a long story of upsettings and apoligizings. I am getting tired!! Please someone help me and advice me!