I Live In a Sexless Marriage
When darknes creeps outside
Coldness smothers me inside
Your voice is loud ,making my heart beat faster
The tunel of pain elopes my brain
I know this place called fear
That control you have of bringing it near.
Right up close in my face!
That heat, that anger.
Your hateful words ringing in my ears.
Your anger felt upon my skin, as you feel the need to make me suffer your pain.
To release it deep from your veins.
Exploding in anger from kicks to my curled up body laying on the floor, to your hands around my neck pushing out the breath you want to own.
You make sure I feel your pain.
Unleasing it on my flesh and soul, as if your anger wants to swallow me whole.
I close my eyes , open a door and escape into the darkness feeling no more.
Coldness smothers me inside
Your voice is loud ,making my heart beat faster
The tunel of pain elopes my brain
I know this place called fear
That control you have of bringing it near.
Right up close in my face!
That heat, that anger.
Your hateful words ringing in my ears.
Your anger felt upon my skin, as you feel the need to make me suffer your pain.
To release it deep from your veins.
Exploding in anger from kicks to my curled up body laying on the floor, to your hands around my neck pushing out the breath you want to own.
You make sure I feel your pain.
Unleasing it on my flesh and soul, as if your anger wants to swallow me whole.
I close my eyes , open a door and escape into the darkness feeling no more.