I'm Supposed To Put Up With This?Like a lot of people here I live in a nearly sexless marriage. My wife has given up on any kind of sexlife with me. She doesn't even try anymore and it's not as though I am repulsive, in fact I am in very good shape and rarely do I hear any kind of positive affirmation. I think my wellness makes her feel guilty for her complete un-wellness. I would like to find a FWB if for nothing else than to hear someone say they find me attractive and they like my body. I get none of that right now.
However the guilt would be difficult for me to deal with, I truly don't think I would be able to perform. Anxiety and guilt over cheating would keep me awake at night. I wish that was not the case but I suppose its for the best. The ache I feel sometimes is crushing, but I have gotten really into fitness (running, gym eating right) and this really helps distract me.
Hell will freeze over before I will leave my two kids behind so thats not an option.
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