Why Can't I Just Do It Too?Here's my story. I've been married for 6 years. With very little sex and physical contact. Partly because I got fat after having my son. Partly because we moved in with his mom after 2 yrs of marriage. The other part because after 3 yrs I gave up trying to get it.
Now there apparently are no medical problems with him seeing as he can go online and get all of the cyber sex and attention from those girls. Sharing videos, pictures and chats.
This makes me depressed seeing as he hasn't even told me I am pretty in I can't even remember how long.
Recently he has been talking to an ex of his online and told her that if there is anything he can do for her, he would gladly do it.
I wish I could just be careless with his emotions ad just satisfy my needs online or just leave.
I wish I knew why I was so scared to leave.
When I try to talk to him about leaving he brings our son into it and says things like doesn't our son deserve to have two parents and I'm being selfish.
I'm too stupid to realize that this is an abusive relationship.
I never have any money because he won't let me have any. I have no identification such has an I.d or ss card I can't drive to go get it and if I did I'm not allowed to have a car. But if I want to I can walk its only a 4 hour walk to town.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Snappydragon 26-30, F 8 Responses 1 Nov 21, 2012