A Brief Affair Of Two EP MembersI am a regular EP member but for anonimoty I agreed with her to create a new username so that I can write our story. This happened six weeks ago.
Through a thread on the forum, I was contacted by an EP member who was travelling overseas and was going to be near my hometown for four nights. Over the four months before she came, we got to know one another through chatting online and by phone. We did send each other our photos and as beautiful as she is I was afraid this was going to turn out to be fake. We did a live video chat online shortly after and it was her.
When she flew over to my country I made up a business trip to get out of town to meet with her. The day before my wife told me maybe we can have sex that night, to which she developed a headache and just couldn't. As the dutiful husband I got her some Panadol and tried to massage her head but she suspected I was doing it so it could lead to sex. She got annoyed and told me to stop because nothing more was happening, and she turned over to go to sleep. Nothing new there!
Meeting her in the hotel lobby I felt like I was in a dream. It was awkward for the two of us at first even though we had talked over the phone and even on video. I think it was just the reality of what we were here for. To cheat on our spouses. She is beautiful and I am shocked that her husband does not want to be intimate with her. Over lunch we talked about our spouses, children, careers etc...
It was a strange feeling, to be enamored by this woman, to know that I was going to be touching her, to know that I would try to kiss her tonight. I have had feelings of wanting to cheat before but for it to become reality, I just felt like I was still in a dream.
I proposed to her that I would be happy just for conversation and some making out, just touching. She said she was happy with just that but then said she was so nervous and felt like her heart was going to jump out of her chest. I know exactly what she felt. While walking in the gardens of the hotel she suddenly said, "This is so nerve-wrecking and I think we should just get this over with." She then grabbed my shirt and pulled me in for a kiss. It was an incredible feeling. I didn't want to do anything more in public so we went up to my room.
We sat on the couch and started to kiss again. It was deep and slow and sent shivers through my body. I felt her lips quiver a bit and then felt wetness and opened my eyes to see her tears. She started sobbing uncontrollably. In normal circumstances anyone would freak out if a person you are kissing (especially the first time) was crying like this. But for me, it was just something I completely understood. I just held her in my arms as she kept trying to apologize. I told her to just let go and felt tears welling up in my eyes as well. It was a while that she cried and then we had a bit of a laugh at her looking like a panda from all of her makeup running down her eyes.
She went to wash her face and she is still a beautiful woman without makeup. Not to say anything about her aging, but I can only imagine how much more youthful she was when she married at 24 and shortly after the honeymoon he stopped touching her. She has been in a sexless marriage now for 16 years. I wouldn't have been able to keep my hands off of her. I can only imagine all of the envy her husband's friends were feeling about him having a wife as beautiful as her.
Our affair went all the way for 3 days. Since it had been 3 years since I last had intercourse (but 25 years total in this sexless marriage) I was not able to get it up at first. It could be nerves, guilt, age, whatever. But I was embarrassed that here I have this beautiful woman who wants me and I couldn't get it up. She never made me feel bad and said we will just take it slow and in the end she was able to get my equipment to come to life.
I think about her often and hope that she is able to eventually leave her husband and find happiness with someone else. And if this is you reading this--do not waste any more youth on this man. Get out and find someone who will cherish you. But in the end, I completely know why you stay. Because I am living the same nightmare as you.
Through this short affair, I have felt things I haven't felt in a long time. I feel alive. I feel like I now know I can find happiness after all of our children are 18.
For those who will criticize she and I for cheating, I completely understand how you feel. But just know we are not the monsters you think we are. We are just two very lonely souls who found each other but for a brief time. And if I went back in time I would do it all over again.
waiting2feelalive 46-50 179 Responses 147 Nov 28, 2012