What Will I Do When My Kids No Longer Limit My Actions?So much of what I do is in some way to benefit my kids (boy/12 and girl/10). Either to provide for them, give them a proper education, raise them, shepherd them and otherwise care for them. These are all positives. But they also hold me back, and in more rational moments I realize that's a good thing and as it should be. But I have made a lot decisions over the years that I regret, and here I am again, thinking about looking for sexual affirmation outside of my marriage. And I wonder what I would do if I didn't worry about how these choices would effect my kids. My kids without their knowledge hold me back, and that's good, but I just wonder out loud what would I do and be doing if that limit, governor, speed bump wasn't there.
I think I might make some reckless decisions and fulfill some fantasies.
Does this make sense?