Patience Is Not My Virtue
I took a chance and just finally came out with some of my feelings this weekend. I asked yesterday when he was going to find out something on the bloodwork, and told H that "the doc knows what he's talking about" (in reference to the neuro and what he told H at his appt, see earlier post) and his response was, "Oh yeah?" I replied "Yep." It came up again today; I told him I was tired of being teased with his little grabs and tweaks and I needed the real thing. Later he caught me in the laundry room and pulled me in for a hug and some kisses, and even trailed down my neck to the area around my collarbone, which he KNOWS is a huge erogenous zone for me. I was thinking "jackpot!" But once again tonight he came to bed before me, and even though he was awake when I got in bed, didn't even roll over to kiss me goodnight. WTF!?!?! Chalk up another lonely and frustrating weekend for the big loser.