Joy And Geekdom“Being a geek is all about being honest about what you enjoy and not being afraid to demonstrate that affection. It means never having to play it cool about how much you like something. It’s basically a license to proudly emote on a somewhat childish level rather than behave like a supposed adult. Being a geek is extremely liberating.”
― Simon Pegg
You guys have probably seen that quote floating around FB. It really got me thinking. It is my geekdom that I have been suppressing all this time. My STBX considered my joy at receiving the next Harry Potter book to be foolish. He never wanted to talk about Star Trek. He told me that mothers can not just spend their evenings at rehearsal so I needed to give up on the theater. Whatever I loved, he squashed it and I went along because I thought I was being a good wife and mother. Since I have began to separate myself from him emotionally my inner geek has been awakened. I feel giddy joy like I haven't in years.
And you know what? I am a sex geek. I love it, every aspect. Before I was married I had many partners and each encounter filled me with joy. I didn't fall in love with each person, but I respected them and wanted them to have as much enjoyment as I did. Taking you to bed didn't mean we were a couple, but it did mean that we had a positive connection ba
The only sex I've had since STBX is strictly internet ba