Sex In A Sexless Marriage?

It’s odd…. uncomfortable.
The touch doesn’t seem real.
I feel her on my lips.
I feel her breath.
The smell familiar.. remember.
The desire..painful
The taste…..
Sweat drips..
The sound..again..that sound…
Inside her yet not present.
Eye contact…don’t.
What did she like?
What does she want?
What the hell do I do now?
Why did I miss this so much?
More questions.............................
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Jan 11, 2013