You Count Days.Finally after waiting for one hour in bed ....she came.laying beside me .complete silence.no words.no talk.i make a move. give her a hugg."so how was he day?.....i asked."fine"..was the reply.i moved close to her.more i get close ...more her body gets stiff.kissing her forhead....her cheeks.....holding her hand as i hugg her tightly.she feals something growing big close to her body.but no response from other side.i dont loose hope.keaps on the good work.
i am thinking.....am i the one who wants it???but i still dont loose the hope.touching her here and there.as my hands slowly moves down . something inside me says this to me.....I ASLO WANT TO BE TOUCHED.
i wait for her to move.but she is still. and now finaly i am still too. "wat happened?"...i am asked by her.finaly i tell her....i dont know what mood you are in.atleast touch my neck or chest.....
AND THATS IT......she is silent . and after pause...tears are coming out from her eyes. ...thats the evidence that i am to be blamed...for being romantic.
"you mean to say i dont do anything?".....my mind shouts loud....YESS.YOUR A BORE.but i dont want to break her heart . so i simply stay silent.
i see every desire inside me going to dust.her plan worked again.FIGHT WHEN HE WANTS AND YOU DONT WANT.
i smile at her....and sleap.....
WHAT ELSE A LOYAL MARRIED MAN CAN DO??