Together We Can.

I was married ten years ago. I used to think that evry one enjoys sex equaly.but i was wrong.first few months were ok.we werr doing it daily.but after few months things started changing. The score was reduced to thrice in month.i could not figure it out ...why? I could understand that she is getting more busy with hou..se routine. But so was i in my bussiness.sex helps to bring back energy.it refreshes . But it was my point of view.i waited for night.but evry night same result..sometimes she was tired and sometimes she was not in mood.couple of times she fell asleap while talking.and simetimes she used ti sleap despite my hands inside her panties.....u can smile.but i am not boring in bed.believe me.slowly days passed by.i lije many of you....started counting days.avg was once in month.i got more and more desperate.i told her about my physical needs.but evry time i raised this topic...she started crying. And to fight with her for low sex score....i was not sure.although i was angry inside.
My anger and desperation took me to world of chatt.yahooo.i started realising that there are so many people....male female both who were on chat for same reason.it felt nice to talk to eaualy horny women. I felt relaxed.but in the end we all need body to sleap with in bed.so the problem still remained.and realy.....it feals so bad to ********** after marriage.
After two years i became DAD. And i knew that things wont improve from here.average sex score was once in two months. She was working hard at home and i was doing same in bussiness.other than sex ...evrything was fine.i had no complaints. Time was flying and i was blessed with second child. I love my kids.i wanted them to be raised with maximum love and care.....both from mom and dad.
So the guy in me who wished sex was dying.chating on the other hand was my only pleassure. Chatting gave me few good freinds who always told me things would get better in bed. Till then i got cyber fun with them. I was gaining weight coss of long sittings in front of comp. The desire to do cyber made me skip my work. Cyber helped me in some way. But also made me more frustated and desperate for sex.
Time was passing. I was happy the way she was taking care of home. But at the cost of my sexual desire. Because she felt asleap as soon as she laid in bed. And i was left alone high and dry.....sometimes cried.sometimes faught with her. But the face of my kids stopped me to take things too far ...from where we could not return.
Even today i am ready to live sexless life so that my ears could hear the laughter of my kids. When my kids call me DAD.......its so peacefull. And i forget evrything else. No matter what happens....i wont let my home break just because there is no sex or less sex in my life........continued.