Love Should Not Make You Feel Like A Loser
I have been married for 21 years. For the last ten years sex has been sporadic at best. He has been caught cheating and of course is a liar. He claims its my fault. He blames me for everything even his affairs. I am in good shape and take care of myself. I know he ignores me to punish me. I am trying to find the strength to get out. I know real love doesn't make you question your sanity. He tells me he loves me, but he shows me he hates me. I know I can't waste my life like this anymore.