Later That Same DayRandom thoughts:
Feeling very down regarding all this nonsense with my wife.
While she denies it and tells me how much she loves me I can't help but feel VERY rejected.
SA meeting tonight which is a good forum for me to discuss and vent.
I have been thinking why do I even care? For the 30 seconds of pleasure is it even worth the effort. She will kiss only enough to touch lips and doesn't want to touch. AH. It is maddening.