Trying Not To Lose Faith...I still feel like something big (and good) is coming my way. But I've had some minor panic attacks of sorts. Again and again, I keep thinking "how am I gonna get outta here?!!!"
I keep feeling like I'm going to get some sort of windfall that will help boost my kid and me out of this existence and into an independent one. Then I panic again and think, no, that's wishful thinking.
Whatever happens, I know that an easy life and financial independence are not going to fall into my lap. My own hard work will be involved. I know there is a way out. I just have to find it.
Not soon enough.
Pray like mad, y'all!
sterlingrose 46-50, F 5 Responses 1 Jan 23, 2013