About To Start My Plan
So Sunday night big fight. To the point that I pointed out we don't actually have a relationship. And he (once again) said he's just waiting for me to call the cops and lie and say he threatened me to 'screw him over.' I mean really? He honestly believes I would do that? I asked him that, he said yes, so I said then I guess we are done because I can't be with someone who thinks I would do something like that. He left 'for a walk' meaning the smoking he restarted years ago. I went to bed. He came home and apologized. Was very apologetic mon night, we got along mon, tues, and wed. Then blow up again tonight, we were talking and I thought he seemed receptive. So I decided to bring up my hurt that he hadn't been bothered to help me by checking my truck a few weeks back. And boom, we are back to fighting with him saying I am trying to turn that into something it's not. And demanding I apologize, since I 'made' him apologize the other night(wtf!?!?). I told him to get stuffed, I'm not apologizing for sharing my feelings. He went to bed, I am still up. (His) Dog has vet appt at 8:30 that I will take him to and pay for. Then I have a hair appt, because I'm doing something for me damnit! And I am calling the lawyer for a consult and making a therapist appt. Step one tomorrow!