My Mind Is RacingMy mind is moving ahead without my heart.
When I question my sanity, I remind myself the sad facts:
1) I've given my refuser 8 yrs to accept my invitation to therapy/counselling
2) We haven't been intimate for almost 6 years
3) He isn't going to change
4) I can't live like this anymore
These truths push me forward, though the fear of the unknown is paralyzing.
My heart is breaking. I can feel it being torn apart, almost hear it. I hope it will eventually catch up to my mind, but for now it is dragging along behind.