LostWell now that i have had someone else confirm what i have been trying to ignore. I'm at a loss for words. I don't know how i could live without her. it makes me feel terrible. Maybe i'm just too emotional.God has done so many other wonderful things in my life over the past few months. He has even healed me of an ailment that i have have had for most of my life. faster than you can bl
God has helped me keep my home and even gotten me a vehicle to drive when my jeep broke down. But i feel like i have failed him in teaching my wife what it takes to have a successful marriage.
i feel like its all crashing down around me. With no one to turn to except God.
I pray the rapture come really soon. i'm not sure how much longer i can take this pain.
I'm afraid that i'll do something insanely stupid.
God Forgive me
Tearfulhusband 31-35, M 2 Responses 0 Jan 29, 2013