I Just Don'T Care Anymore...Here is my story. I am very pregnant with my third child... Like about to pop. I have been pregnant and/or nursing straight since March of 2008. I have had two non-sleepers, my second is special needs. I had to quit my job to ensure she get the attention/therapy that she needs, which has caused huge financial strain on the family. And I just am so physically and emotionally exhausted I can't focus on anything but the kids. I just don't have the energy for anything else. Naturally, I have been neglecting my husband, on every level. Things have been off between us for a while. I just have no interest in him at all. I love him, but I am not functioning on a normal level and just can't be bothered, especially when the kids are so demanding of attention and time.
Even before all of this, our sexual chemistry wasn't great. We have been together for almost ten years and I can probably count on two hands how many ******* I have had with him. So, add onto that everything that's going on... It's a recipe for disaster. Oh, and it is only going to get worse with another newborn.
I just don't know what to do. I can see he is starting to resent me, and am devastated by it. But again, pregnant with two kids under the age of four, one being special needs. It's too much to handle.... Any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.