The Revelations Just Keep ComingWell, I'm on my very brief vacation to see a dear friend. I've been ruminating on where I am and where I want to be pretty much non
I've been focusing over the past weeks on the practical side of separating--probably as a way to not look directly at the emotional side. But things I feel I now know without a doubt: I don't love him. I won't stay. And, regardless of the practical side issues, I don't care--I'm out.
I do feel stuck in a spinning room, though. The journey of the past .... month? two months? I can't even discern the time that has passed... has been dizzying. I need to find myself again, and of course, a lawyer.
I'm taking this with a grain of salt to be sure, but the Universe pulled a fast one on me today. So, there's this certain someone who I've crossed paths with twice, and we were each speeding off in different directions, and nothing but a "hey.. it's You!" moment came of either instance. I've tried, out of curiosity to look him up a few times online--nothing, nada, couldn't be found. Today, got to my hotel, entered his name into Facebook for kicks, and well, WTF, he's the first one in the results window. I'm wary of fixating in any way, but seriously, Universe, what's that about?
liltree 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 Feb 1, 2013