The kids were gone. I wanted to have anal sex. Which is so.thing I've only done a few times.as we were playing around getting ready his friend came over .at this point we had just got out the toys and the lube was on. Then he just said oh well my friends here now and stopped everything. Later on the same evening I caught him in the bathroom watching **** on his phone!!! He was jacking off! I was so mad I couldn't believe my eyes. I cannot believe he would rather jack off to **** than be with me. I am very hurt by this and now I feel like I'm not good enough for him. Men c an be so insensitive .