Sad And Unsatisfied
Recently discovered my husband has been watching sex videos on his phone. I don't know exactly but I suspect he pleases himself this way on a daily basis. I was wondering why he would come home from work horny. Then he wanted to start making his own movies. I agreed because I thought it might spice things up a bit. But now I think the only reason he wants to have sex is because of the videos he watches. Recently he refused my offer to try something new in the bedroom anal sex I thought it would make him happy. Then I caught him in the bathroom watching movies on his phone !!!! And pleasing himself. Only an hour after he refused me. I am very hurt by this I feel like he's cheating on me when he does this. Makes me feel like I'm not good enough for him. That he only wants to be with me as a last resort. And that really hurts breaks my heart.