FreedomI wanted to give an update on whats been going on.
This site has helped me in so many ways, I feel for other people going thru the
same agony and I wanted to say it never got better.
I was in my sexless marriage for 15 years. NO touch, no kiss no anything for 6 years. I was lost and lonely. I had an affair.
THe man I had an affair with died suddenly 5 months ago.
I learned alot from him, I couldnt deny I needed affection and love and couldnt stay in my marriage anymore. He helped awaken the part of me that was dead inside. I will always cherish the time we had.
About a month ago, I filed for divorce. I felt a burden lifted. I feel like i am in control of my life again and not going to be miserable anymore.
Its a bit scary and alot of people have chosen sides , including family, and I look like the bad guy. Thru it all , even though all the details arent worked out yet , i am happier and want to keep moving forward
Looking to my new future with enthusiasm and excited to see what life brings.