My Partner Doesn'T Have The Enthusiasm Or Appetite For Sex That I Have.

My has little appetite for sex although she doesnt refuse to participate.I have been involved in two affairs each last over five years and during those times my sexual appetite was satisfied.I have been able to please the two women involved. A some guilt of betraying my wife but rationalize my actions thinking that I just found something that wasnt being provided in the marriage. Right now I not involved with anyone,I have thoughts of walking away from my marriage but am looking for an online relationship.