I am a beginer in a lot of ways. Only one full year without sex in my relationship. Frustration? Oh yeah! Yesterday Valentines Day was stupidly brimming with hope. I primped out gorgeously for a peck and a pat on my silky satin clad body. I am in need of a reality check. I honestly am beside myself. I am completly questioning this compromise. I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.