Looking Back

Finding myself is the present sexual devoid I giggle at the huge number of times I didn't want sex. I had a houseful of children (4) and the normal or above amount of chaos that is a young families life and sex was rarely on my radar. My husband used to follow me around the house while I was attempting housework. I admit he got lucky a few times on the dryer in the basement.
I also look at some of the most amazing sexual experiences in my life. The memories here, each with their own emotional dynamics, have definitely expanded my being.
I miss the non verbal connection intimacy brings to the table. Next time ( If or when a next time happens) having a more complete relationship will mean a tantric merging of spirit. My heart aches in need of that mind, body spirit relationship with another.
Augustmaiden Augustmaiden
56-60, F
2 Responses Feb 16, 2013

i just want to share my experience and testimony here.. i was married for 6 years to my husband and suddenly, another woman came into the picture.. he started hating me and he was so abusive..but i still loved him with all my heart and wanted him at all cost…then he filed for divorce..my whole life was turning apart and i didn't know what to do..he moved out of the house and abandoned the kids.. so a friend told me about trying spiritual means to get my husband back and introduced me to a spell caster.so i decided to try it reluctantly..although i didn't believe in all those things.then he did the special spell casting for me. After 2 days, my husband came back and was pleading..he had realized his mistakes..i just couldn't believe it.. anyways we are back together now and we are happy..in case you wanna contact this wonderful spell caster, his email address is ishvaratemple@yahoo. com

Nice. I like the simple sentiment. Mind you, I understand that it is a lot harder to achieve in practice. Mind you again, there could be the sense of fun even just trying to achieve it.