No End In SightNo End In Sight
Written on February 22nd, 2013
Since the last time I have posted the wife has been to the hypnotist and nothing good has come from it as of yet. I have sat down with her several times to try explain the desires I still have for her and the frustration, anger, sadness and rejection I have been feeling because of her lack of libido. I brought up again how I fully understand the medical issues she is having and don't wish for her to rush whatever recovery she needs but I need some type of intimacy from her. Alternatives were brought up again and she rejected those options also saying she didn't like doing things like that. That was like a kick in the gut.
Since she has been through the procedure with the gastro doctor it seems it gives her another excuse to shun me. I have spoke with her mother about the things and she brought up the procedure and how she needs time to heal from it. Apparently she had forgotten I had the same procedure 3 years ago and know exactly what she went through. When that fact was presented to her there was silence on the other end of the phone and after a long pause for me to think of my daughter and what this would do to her. I was a little sharp in my response to her of how her daughter should be thinking the same thing.
I have done some research on the Internet again and was thinking of giving some of the homeopathic remedies a chance. It is either that or find a witch doctor. I am out of ideas. I have continued to reassure her I love her, care for her and find her extremely attractive. I rarely receive any of those reassurances from her.
I am beginning to find ways of staying at work longer to avoid coming home to the problem and having to remind myself of these problems. I get excited just at her touch on my arm or back and knowing she wants nothing to do with me intimately tears me apart. It has become easier to avoid her and be in a different room because of it.
Has anyone had anyone help or luck with any type of homeopathic remedies?